Wtf, I don't really like Xanga anymore.

I'm using MySpace now, and it's pimptight.

My myspace is -

http://www.myspace.com/dbgtgod

Well, guys, I found out when I'm getting out of jail, and it's hella soon.

I get released the week of January 9th-13th, and I'm home for every weekend until then, and when I get out, I'm going to be doing completely different things.

No more drugs, no more sex (out of a serious relationship), and no drinking.

No parties, no disrespecting others, no being somewhere without ppl knowing where I am.

This is all manditory, so if anyone wants to hang out with me and you participate in any of this, seek friendship elsewhere.

Not to be rude, but I don't feel like going back to jail for some stupid crap, like smoking a blunt, so I'm trying to eliminate most of the temptation in areas such as these.

Anyways, I love all you guys, and I'm a changed man.

I'm going to change this site up pretty soon, wait and see.

I love you E, and I always will.

"When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn..."

                                                                    -Eminem

You know.

<3 y'all

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Max

Hey guys, I'm back!  I have finally started having my home visits, and this is my first one.  I will be getting out in January, around the 13th or so.  Thank everyone for all the comments posted, and I feel like a totally different person now.  I love all you guys and can't wait to hang out and catch up on old times, although due to certain circumstances, I will not be able to hang out with anyone under 18 until they turn 18 (don't ask).  So, this is my last entry until you guys start visiting regularly again.

                                               Thanks for all your support,

                                                                                 Sincerely,

                                                                                                Max

I've always had the capacity to love extremely deeply, I just chose not to.  For those that I have hurt by being cold, I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart.  I regret the person I have turned into, and I will be in jail probably in like five or six months, so I just wanted to have one last entry before I go bye-bye.  I appreciate everyone who's ever given me random props, supported my music tastes, or even just said "hi"

In theory, one flap of a butterfly's wings on one side of the world can ultimately cause a tornado on the other side - Chaos Theory  

Brilliant words, and what I mean by that quote is, some times, it's the smallest things in life that make the biggest differences.

I've always been aware of this, or so I thought, but I think I've grown up in the past week. 

I love you all.  For all those haters out there, I'm better than you by skill, so stop trying to make up for it with cheap talk. (That's for everyone who ever leaves bullshit on my Xanga)

I'm really going to miss the world...

I think this is the first time I've felt serious depression, but even now, I know I can get myself out of any situation, that's not the problem, I'm just so remorseful for the way I've acted towards others lately in my life.  I've tried to be as nice as possible, but I just get bitchy some times, and nobody should take me seriously.

Emily, every time I have ever even remotely "yelled at, or scolded" you, or just been generally harsh, some times you take me too seriously. 

Honestly, some of the things I say are purely for humor, I don't mean half the things I say, but when I do mean them, I let the person know, for damn sure.

Peter, I'm sorry bro, ask around where I live if you don't know already.  I'll tell my mom to give you the N64.

It's going to make a better person.
And if my conscience tries to resist that, I'm gonna kick my own ass.
When I get back, I will love on each and every one of you personally (unless you're hairy )  I'll be sure to post when I get back, It'll be around August or so, so start checking every once in a while

Shit, it doesn't even matter though, everyone and their dog knows when I come back, word is going to spread pretty god damn quickly.  I'm like "Controversy Man" I have something to entertain anyone.

Until I come back, you guys, seriously. 
Try to change your perspective every once in a while.
It's good to get fresh info to build your opinion.
Please, guys, just do me ONE favor, is all I ask.
Live life the way you know I would be living this summer.
Have as much as fun as you can, you guys, do it for me.

Until Much Later in Time,

                                          The Ever-Able Social Acrobat,

                                                                                          Max.

                                                                                                          hawla

                                                                                  

Ugh, why do I always have to feel sorry for myself instead of others...
Oh well, it's just the way I am, I'll keep trying to change until my dying days, so until then, I'm just going to try.

hawla^2

P.S. - For everyone that I kept in the dark, or didn't talk about jail to, which was pretty much everyone, really, don't feel left out, I only told like 5 people, anyways.  Sorry for being so secretive

I love all you guys, especially my 'clique'(You know who you are, I love you guys)

Anyways, I have to leave sad AIM messages on everyone's away messages, haha

Just so everyone knows, I'm going to Juvenile jail, not real jail, so there will be no butt-rape, but it's not like I would back down to any of the kids in that fucking place anyways.  It's 80% white rich kids that really fucked up

Like Me.  Damn, I hate feeling like that.

Well, I hope you guys are happy now, I have feelings.

Later everyone, life it to the fullest, just like I would, I know you will for me.

                <3,

                       Max

                            hawla (you didn't think I could keep from saying it a third time, did you?  Of course you didn't, you know me.)

Ugh, life.

Currently Playing Locked Up Pt.1 By Akon Locked Up ::sigh:: see related

My songs can make you cry, take you by surprise,
And at the same time, make you dry your eyes with the same rhyme.
See what you're seeing is a genius at work,
Which to me isn't work, so it's easy to mis-interpret it at first,
Cuz when I speak, it's tongue in cheek
I'd yank my fuckin' teeth before I'd ever bite my tongue,
I'd slice my gums, get struck by fuckin' lightning twice at once,
And die and come back as Vanilla Ice's son,
And walk around the rest of my life spit on,
And kicked and hit with shit, every time I sung,
Like R. Kelly as soon as "Bump N' Grind" comes on.
More pain inside of my brain, than the eyes of a little girl,
Inside of a plane,
Aimed at the world trade, standin' on Ronny's grave,
Screaming at the sky, 'till clouds gather as Clyde Mathers and Bonnie Jade.
And thats pretty much the gist of it, Parents are pissed, but the kids love it,
Nine millimeter, heater stashed, in two-seaters with meat cleavers,
I don't blame you, I wouldn't let Hailie listen to me neither.

Great rhyming.  I'm still here, everyone, so fuck you all.

Max